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Betrayed TrustCurled up, I lay on my side,  tears leaking into into my pillow  as I think of all that happened.  What I gave you,  not knowing I even gave it...  the innocence of a girl  of fourteen.  
 
I didn't even mean  to give that to you.  There were no stolen kisses,  the best there was was one single kiss  pressed to my forehead,  as I drank a glass of orange juice.  You stopped being romantic quickly,  and yet, you captured my heart.  Enthralled,  I listened to your every word.  Hell, I didn't just listen, I believed.  And I did as you wished...  &n Betrayed Trust
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Cat and MouseDid you play,  a cat to my mouse,  with my heart, knowing in the beginning  that you would crush it?  The gleam in your eye  was remarkably similar  to that of an animal batting at prey,  letting go, and capturing it again.  The freedom and hope,  gone.  
 
But this mouse escaped,  though with a grazed tail. Cat and Mouse
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Ice QueenIce queen.  Do you remember? Sometimes I do,  and I wonder still if you mightn't have been right.  Ice queen you called me,  and taught me to wonder if I really cared at all  On bad days I still wonder,  years after I kicked you out of my life,  if you could have accidently been right for once.  You always did know how to hurt me.  Ice queen, broken ice queen,  sitting one her throne of slush,  wondering when she'll  melt. Ice Queen
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CirclingIt's a dance.  You and I, circling, refusing to break  and be humiliated while we're at it.  No, breaking is a luxury  that can only happen when hidden,  behind doors,  up stairs,  or out, hidden by the trees.  Don't break like an old stick,  don't show your real face,  real heart,  real soul.  Not to the enemy.  Don't let them know as they hurt you...  just circle around them,  with your heart frozen as a sheild,  as they circle you. Circling
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I feel special

Mon Oct 19, 2009, 8:39 AM
Yeah. I really do. Maybe it's because when I had a tough time my lab table gathered around to support me. Or I'm in all these skype calls these days which are hilarious, and make me laugh so hard I fall off m chair. Oh wait. That happens all the time. Maybe it's because there are people telling me that I'm cute, or beautiful, or pretty, or whatever...so I'm not just hearing that I'm "going to be a fat ho" or I'm borderline fat anymore. Maybe it's because these people care.

MAYBE, just maybe...it's because I can call so many of them "friend".

Anyway, I felt like getting that out there.
And though most of these people will never know what they've done for me, especially because they're not living in this town, going to my school, I'll always know.

Ok, I'll shut up before this gets too...whatever

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  • Eating: Nothing, I want food.

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  • Current Residence: New York
  • Interests: Singing! I <3 hanging out with my friends, dancing, acting & performing. Yes, those 2 are dif
  • Favourite movie: Shawshank redemption or Everything Is illuminated
  • Skin of choice: My own

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~jadeddryad Oct 19, 2009, 7:26:59 AM
WAIT I KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!!! I did NOT know you had a DeviantART account El!!

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Life is like a box of chocolates...ya never know what cha gonna get till you take a BITE!

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~strawbeekitten Oct 19, 2009, 8:17:08 AM
Hahahha, what gave away exactly who I am?

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DFTBA!
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~jadeddryad Oct 19, 2009, 7:25:06 AM
I couldn't help but notice when you commented on one of my pieces that in your signature you had DFTBA...well greetings from one Nerdfighter to another. (At least I'm assuming you are a Nerdfighter...):D

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Life is like a box of chocolates...ya never know what cha gonna get till you take a BITE!

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=Scarlettletters Apr 3, 2009, 5:37:27 PM
Thanks for taking the time to view and fav my work. It means a lot to me. Enjoy your weekend...do something wild.

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~strawbeekitten May 2, 2009, 1:45:41 PM
You're welcome. It was a pleasure to read Murder At The Moulin Rouge. It was some of the best work I have read in a long time! =D (Sorry I took so long to get back to you)
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*YouInventedMe Mar 31, 2009, 10:50:21 PM
thanks for the :+fav: on faster faster stop


xo!

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~starfirewriter Mar 24, 2009, 11:20:27 AM
hey, this is riley, this is the accout i use for my stories
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=AnimeGoCrazy Mar 22, 2009, 6:24:53 AM
thanks for the favs! :D

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~H4viK Mar 21, 2009, 10:35:52 PM
Thank you for the fave.

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